When it all ends!

When it all ends,
Life will be beautiful-
again, but when it all ends!

I will have another heart,
to sing the same love song,
in sync and in harmony
of my heartbeats-
But when it all ends!

I will hold another hand,
Swing and dance to the Jazz,
maybe marching towards a new Sun,
settling slowly to romantic moonlight-
But, when it all ends!

The harsh noise in our heads,
the false Love and contentment,
this fake Life and adjustments,
Complacency that is creepy,
When it all ends-
My world will be beautiful again! 

Lowly, lonely, leaning life

Lowly, lonely, leaning life,
less to live more to thrive
how much more worse can it get?
its, lowly, lonely, leaning life!

songs, snugs and smiles,
and the journey for miles,
world has loved it all,
and left me lonely appall!

stopped and signed in grief,
people did not believe.
They loved those smiles and giggles,
left me lonely to debrief.

I tried a lot and
my heart screamed for help,
perhaps! the dark sky,
with sinking heart these aches were left.

Is there a reason, why I need to?
when I needed I never had you.
should there ever be someone,
so snobbish and gruesome around?
lonely I came and lonely I am gone!

Lowly, lonely, leaning in pain,
sinking myself in my world again.
how much more worse can it get?
if lowly, lonely, life is all I gain!

Eternal Argument

There is one part of me,
always in argument
with the other part of me!

There is only one thing,
that is not defined
yet it is essential in life!

There is a constant demand
that becomes a craving
yet it is questioned!

Did it ever happen to you?
Where the mind is juggled!
Giving love V/S getting loved?
Loving the one not worth being beloved?
Is your heart too, so demanding
that it doesn't care the risk
yet be involved with someone?

Conflicts that has no resolution
situations that has no explanation
possessions that cant be justified
yet, heart demands for Love that is undefined!

Does it mean my heart is not mine?
Or does it mean, my mind doesn't care?
Is it just the mind and the heart?
Is my body just a thing that gets replaced?

There is this one part of me,
in perpetual argument
with that other part of me!

There is that only one thing,
which is not defined
yet it is the essential of life!

There is a constant demand
that becomes a craving for lifetime
yet it will be questioned,
again and again until you stop to whine!

Shooing those thoughts,
aren't as easy as I write.
Things will continue as it is,
a pause here and there wont mind!

I am giving it all up,
I am enduring the game,
Life as it has come,
will end with "love's"name!!