I'm confused!

I'm always very confused

whenever you said "Let's Meet"

A little fussed and a little defused

Yet, till I meet I'm confused!

Should I look, the way I looked to you,

Or should I be “Me”?

Should I dress for your eyes or?

Should I dress for me?

A little Red or a little Pink,

What should be the color of my Lipstick?

Is it wine and dine or is it a patch?

Should I look bold or demeanor?

Is it esthetic or is it realistic?

Whatever it is, I think you get me confused!

Should I smile, or should I smirk?

What should it be when we meet again?

If its intelligent you won’t like, or would you?

If its stupid you won’t like, or would you?

Should I just smile and let it go,

or should I call back and ask, "how would you like?"

Whatever it is, I'm sure you get me confused.

Yet, I decide to walk this evening.

with my pride, that I'm meeting my love

Yet, this day brings me that feeling,

That I'm going to meet my love

Is it the separation that's lovely or this meeting?

Is it you or My coming back

Whatever it is, you get me confused!

To Decide

Did it take so long  to judge or to misjudge,
If I was the sunshine or burning sun,
or is this the gestation time within you,
to decide if I'm for a night or whole life?

Did it take so much to test or detest,
if I was Lily spreading pleasant fragrance,
or was I a Rose, deceiving beauty with thorns,

to decide if I'm for a night or whole life?

Is it the "ME" in you or "YOU" in me to question,
if all the breezy moment were lovely or stormy,
ocean's blue wasn't the color of the eye but
blues in your heart,
to decide if I'm for a night or whole life?
 

Does it take being emotional or emotionless,
to be one body- two soul, or does it take being "ME"
forever and ever, to decide
If this moment is Just or part of memorable Life?

It took me a moment- to look into those eyes,
to smile your smile and a subtle touch,

across the dining to decide- here 'He' is;
my MAN and my Life.