19 Jul 2011

As A Father

I know I was being a dad,
I said no, don't go
She said "dad I'm grown up, I have wings now"
I said baby "world out there is not easy"
Oh dad, u r old u don't know
But what I knew what something my bird dint know
She came home late, really late at night,
She dint speak to me n slept quiet
I loved her so much, and she loved me too
I dint ask her "what did u do?"
She slept like an angle in her bed,
I cried to hear her, for she was dead
She wrote a little note to her father,
I wished I'd listen to you just like sibling another
Oh dear dad, I should been with you
I did a mistake n just flew
I happened to see the world out there
They had no fear, no mother or father to care
I was lost in their world for I was new
But when I returned I wasn't for you
I realised my mistake, n came for sorry
U were sleeping so depressed n I did it hurry
I want no shame come on u, so I go to my death bed in memory n returns due
If u have a corner for me in your heart
Keep me there my soul though sort
I'll come again to be born as ur daughter n promise to live a life so smarter
I shall make u proud, n make u sing
But forgive me as a little thing
I know I've hurt,
deep there where u loved me from
I wish I'd teach all daughters when I come
Love u dad, from my heart n soul,
I'm a little one, forgive my foul!
good it was to see my baby change,
but I was late she was to claim,
She's dead they declined,
I was quiet from there on i drained
My daughter was my world I proclaimed,
She was breathless to see me detained
The world blamed me to be brutal n cruel
My lord knows Like I, I was never an hassle
I ask for forgiveness to lord for my child was innocent n dumb,
And cried before lord till I got numb
Give my baby a place in heaven oh lord,
she's been sorry for what she had ignored
I will repay u in my next birth,
this is my promise for the lord of skies n earth