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I am full of mysteries and questions, I believe in questioning and solving... It’s a nice feeling. I feel I am very unique; my life style very unusual, my love is very unpredictable. I am confused, baffled and always in confession for all the mistakes I do because of my behaviour, No! That doesn’t mean I am bad in behaviour, that means I am stupid :) hahaha.
For me life means, full of colours, happiness, smiles, brightness, wide sky, however, I never got all of them like most of them o this earth. For me all I saw in life was silly fights landing up with lots of trouble, major fights between elderly in the family. Children affected by it, maybe I was one that y I am like this???
Humm, so it was tough for me to be a decision maker, to be a very good child, to be very good at studies, to not find my way like every other class mates of mine. However, now life is showing me its true colours. I am able to think alone, read every step of life, analyze my mistakes and avoid them before touching me. I feel I am grown up in 22, I am enjoying like a college going girl now, when I am already working seriously like any other graduate. I feel I missed a lot in life and now I have become bold to face everything, just like as if a young boy is fighting even after he is bleeding deadly in a war. Like as if I am getting some kind of power from almighty, some spiritual, some positive from nature, some really good vibes from people around me. I feel I am growing tall in terms of career and life.
I am become very courageous, more outgoing, very direct to people while I talk. I have become open to every culture and different people. Learning different languages, going out late nights without fear and many such activities are just not something that I used to do earlier. To tease anyone and everyone on road, like as if they know me for long, hehehe.... I scare people on roads, I am teasing girls for their stupid dressing- no I wasn’t like this before, I am enjoying, I am away from home, probably because I missed all this while I was with them. But I miss my family too. When I start missing it more than anything I realize that I am meant to be alone- away from them, and then start my fun loving life again :)
Such a contradictory life I have seen, something that I hated till 22yrs, now I started loving it. Yes, to be born has its purpose, ahs its meaning, I am reading, I am living.
If this is life, I want to live it, if this is how human enjoy I love being born human again, I thank god for this life, Thank you for the beautiful creation, thank you for everything that you did so that I see this beautiful day. Thank you for the entire lesson that you taught me in life, so practical that I understand the signs of happiness and sadness sooner than anyone else. Thank you for coming into my life in form of my parents, I love and I enjoy being with you.
Signing off----- Shaks
