Tell it once!!!

I know you dint mean a thing when you gave me roses
I know you dint meet me with a purpose
I know indeed, that you are not meant to be mine
What I dint know is why are we meeting every time?

It wasn't my craziness, to pass by your lane and stalk
It wasn't my madness, to look at you and not talk
It wasn't at all my intention to keep a straight face when you smile
It wasn't anything, till you said "Hi" and let my thoughts sail

Was it the day of confession or confusion?
Was it the day to determine the destination?
Was it the day I was relieving the congestion?
OR was it merely another day of association?

Minute to minute, my feet fooled me
Hour by hour my heart,
Month on month my eyes fooled me
Year on year, my mind is still caught

Should I hold on for years to come?
Should I still wait for roses and chocolates?
Should I just forget every moment
and say "Darling you are very late?"

Will it be now that I use my Intuition?
Or will it my gut that will let me decide?
Will you still just smile at me like every day,
or will you say "I love you, come on- lets step aside?"

Release my burden and free my spirit,
Let this magic remain or let it be killed,
Tell me once what's in your mind,
I can wait for lifetime or just be died.